Yes I know you played the flute

and yes, i know i did not dance

and yes, sometimes I put you on mute

But honestly God

This song hurts my ears

and I don't know the words

or the tune

or the reasons that you wrote down

what you wrote down

because right now?

I think Your crazy

Today, my father was fired from his job.

We can't talk because he- a long with my little brother and sister live 9 time zones away and the phone is down.

Tomorrow, the Hildebrands lives will look different.

Tonight, I've ask God what he's planning- because it doesn't look all that "romans 8:28" to me.

I'll be praying not for change, but for understanding